Shira's blogs

I don't really were to start, for the past bit I have been really struggling with just a lot of things in my life. and one of them being kung fu, it has just been taking a lot more effort in like classes. it may just be because of how hot it has been getting, but that could just be me making an excuse so I don't feel as bad. so I normally do my like push-ups and sit-ups in the morning and recently I haven't been sleeping that well, I think from stress from my upcoming PAT's. I think that I just have to try to get into A routine. then that may force me to get back to sleeping well again but when I normally try to get back to my old routine it starts good in the start of the week, and then sort of crashes at the end of the week. It doesn't have to be the one I was in before because I'm a totally different person now. But I can always do a lot of talk and never get to the actual working part. Its starting and keeping up the routine that I have put in place is proba...

Last weekend we had another benchmark grading. At first I was extremely nervous because the week prier we had the track meet, and I had pulled a muscles. The day before, so Friday, there was a point in the day where my leg hurt so bad that I could not even step on it. So I was scared that it would affect the score that I got and that I would be letting others down. But this is not about anybody else it is my journey. I'm only doing this for me, its not to make others proud of me, they already are!  Everyone is different and we all learn in different ways, and different speeds. The only thing that really matters is that I don't give up. It doesn't matter how long it takes it only matters that I don't give up. So I'm going to keep pushing and doing my best. So I will keep trying my best an I will get there.