Perspective -

I was struggling to find something to blog about as I didn't go to kung fu much this week due to me not feeling the best. As I was looking back on my week I was trying to look at the positive. I realized with even being sick I was actually pretty proactive. Like I missed a few days of school and after resting for most of the day I got my school work out and did an hour to an hour and a half of work or just until I was done checking up. As well as I also took responsibility in my school work so I would go in early if I needed to ask a question or needed to get something from the teacher. So I believe this is a really good thing. As well as I would try to clean my room every night before bed, as it is one of my requirments I lacked on this year. I could make excuses for why it was not done and some would be reasonable and others just trying to get out of doing it. I'm trying to change my perspective from if I had a bad year I would just start anew next year but why? Why not now? I think I need to start living in the moment more. Not looking back at what I could of done, or looking at what’s to come up. Things are what they are and I can’t change that, I can change the perspective I look at things though. 

From the start of school I have been really struggling with my mental health just with friends and getting used to new teachers and all that fun stuff. With that I actually did get the courage to make two NEW FRIENDS!!! Something I'm really happy about. So you just got to look at the good within your day not  looking at what you could have done or changed. 

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  1. Kayley BurkeSeptember 26, 2023 at 8:28 PM

    Great perspective to have and way to go on making new friends!!! It can be really difficult to branch out into a new group, especially in high school so way to go!!

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