Improved? -

-numbers-
Push-ups - 6865
Sit-ups - 6665
Hand - 93
Weapon - 310
Aok - 651
Kilometers - 465
Blogs - 16 + 1 
Sparring ???? 

Okay so at first look those numbers look REALLY bad. And yes they are really bad. As well as I have been doing push-ups and sit-ups and forms I have just not recorded anything. They for sure could have been a lot better but all I can do is change going forward. And that is what I intend to do! 

I have been looking at my overall kung fu and I have improved a LOT. Like take teaching, this time last year I would not have been able to get in front of a group of students and be able to teach them!! And now I am still nervous but I’m able to do it! 

And over this year I feel like I have improved greatly! Like sure I still need a lot of work but if you take how I was last year to now I have for sure changed. My eye for detail has gotten better, or at least I think. 

So even tho my numbers are really down I still have been improving in Kung fu. And the numbers I have done have been helping me even if they are little! 

I’m trying not to let this get to me because I know I have improved and I should be proud of the progress I have made! 
Also! I need a new way of recording numbers so that I can record them on my phone instead of on paper, so if anyone has any suggestions on that please send them my way! 

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