I am in a community

I am a community. 

I missed this week of kung fu as I was sick and didn't want to give it to anyone else. I found myself really missing kung fu, even though I was still doing it at home. I think I was more of missing the connections that kung fu has helped me create, with students, peers and teachers. Creating a connection with people in kung fu has helped my love for it grow and grow even more. I find I often think about how other peoples training is going and how I can help them get to where they want to go. In classes I find I care more about the individual then how well they perform in kung fu. I'm not saying I don't care about how people do in kung fu but if they are having a rough day and I know this then i'm going to try and use kung fu to make their day at least a little better. Like I often ask people if they are excited for kung fu and then don't let them give me no as an answer. I find I having a good connection with people will help them with learning and wanting to succeed. 

In missing this week I felt a lot more of feeling alone. Although once I reached out plenty of people messaged me privately which helped I think build a stronger base for this year then I would of had if I didn't miss this week. I'm not saying I'm grateful for getting sick but at the same time I am. This week has had a lot of ups and downs. I have made progress and I have had times where I did nothing. And I think that even though it might of been the best week I still made more progress then I would have. I made a lot more progress with having you guys reaching out and helping me throughout the way. 

push ups - 406
Sit ups - 120
Hand form - 0
Weapon - 0
Kilometres - 0
Aok - 0
Blogs - 1 +1
Sparring - 0 

Personal : 
Gratitude - 2
Journaling - 1
Keeping room clean - just tidied it! and kept it clean all week
Meditation - 15 min
Full lion dance - 0
Drumming - 0
Buddha - 0
Lion feelings blogs - 0

Comments

  1. YitzikFebruary 9, 2025 at 12:31 PM

    The community aspect of Kung Fu is as important as the physical and the mental. They all work together.

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