Year

Hello. I struggled a lot this year. I don't want to end this year on not blogging. (not saying I got every week but just ya..). This year has brought a LOT of changes in my life. With kung fu, schooling, and just all around mental health. 

First with kung fu, I cut back teaching once I started schooling at Nait. This was really hard on like ALL aspects of my life. I love helping people and making a difference and I felt like I could when I taught kung fu. But I had to focus on my schooling. This cut back really effected my connection with the school and kung fu. Just as I just wasn't around as much anymore. Although this gave me a lot of time to reflect and think about kung fu. I have sort of come to the conclusion that kung fu is a part of me. Like it has developed me into who I am today and I'm so grateful for that!! 

Secondly with school, I started at Nait and this transition has been hard. With having to meet and become friends with new people. Going out of my comfort zone and talk to them. Having to start taking the bus for the first time, and alone. And just finding a new way to balance all of the school work. 

Lastly my mental health has fluctuated a lot this year, more recently though. With changing my medication and just adjusting to starting at Nait as well as starting a job. 

But back to kung fu I have had some good moments and times. I have developed more of a love for kung fu and it just keeps growing. I'm excited for what the new year will bring. 

push ups - 1805
Sit ups - 1759
Hand form - 335
Weapon - 315
Kilometres - 1152
Aok - 815
Blogs - 34 +1
Sparring - 175

Personal : 
Gratitude - 11
Journaling - 15
Keeping room clean - hoping I have time to clean it tonight...
Drumming - 150 min
Buddha - 0

Lion feelings blogs - 0

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